Sooo Im sitting here at college bored outta my friggen mind. Life right now is so damn demanding. Work Work all week long...School before the work....I have no time for myself anymore. Like right now. i could totally be doing something fantastic but...Theres not enough time betweeen my classes to go anywhere. but enough to have to sit and wait while getting more and more bored as the minutes tick by. I could go and shoot some pictures you say, I mean that is why im here. The sad truth is...take pictures of what? Here in the computer commons every computers desktop is a different pic ...of the school. BORING! every angle has been explored except for maybe helicopter view. Theres a flock of geese that stay here....but...Ive already shot them. The ponds here are old to me now and...well Taking pictures here is just LAME. So, now that, that is out of the question what do I do now? absolutely nothing. Next semester I signed up for the Gym across the street. I figure while Im here maybe I can exercise. Anyway, things are just a mess. My social life is hanging on by a thread. Im lucky Ive met a few crazy people here at school That I can associate with a little...but most of the ppl here....scare me. And the J-O-B....oye I am so sick of boots I could shoot myself. It pays well though so I am atleast glad for that. I wish it was a little more stable though. My schedule is always shaky and constantly changing. Ive almost rather have set hours to stick too. it would be a hell of a lot easier to manage. I want to find a job involving pictures some how. Like work in a one hour photo place. It interests the heck outta me. But does it pay well? I have a bad feeling...it does not. I dont know. Im just trying to survive...and its becoming hard. With work school and moving into a new house. plus the stress of an unstable Family. However. My Bf keeps me going... I give him most of the credit for keeping me somewhat sane.
Until next time though...bcuz Im off to class.
Later
~Megz